So today marks the start of a new period in my life - yippy...
There have been no magic wands or fire works, nor mountain top emotions.
I haven't even started working on myself yet, but the research and hope is all there. I'm scared. This will be the first time I actually take control of myself, the first time I let God do what He needs to in my life. I've never seen what's on the other side of the fear, so though I'm extremely excited, I’m also apprehensive too.

I stopped by the Health Store today to ask some questions; since I bought the book yesterday I haven't been able to leave it alone for more then an hour at the most. The last time I was physically healthy, everything else in my life fell apart.

Right now, I'm failing psych and just barely making it in eng 102. I don't have a clue what my problem is, I just can't for the life of me pick up my psyc book and read it. It's sitting right here next to me and going to pot on the table.

Back to the diet: I know this will be good for me despite all my reservations about it. The author of the Makers Diet, seems to be a bible believing chap, which has somewhat put me at ease for now. However, there are still a lot of questions I have about the authenticity of this author. He uses a lot from the OT and now so much from the NT, which made me wonder if he is not Jewish by faith. He doesn't really claim any religion for the sake of his business, and that I understand...kind of. Honestly, I would like to know more about him then his ploy for getting people to eat better. I'm sure all the info on his site is simply his marketing team attempting to making him the health industries next "Bill Gates."

Aside from the obvious retailer tricks, the book has some solid points and well expressed/researched info. I guess the saying is true of me then - all I really need is a little self-control. We shell see what events make my skin look beautiful...